"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Monday, July 25, 2005

Love is in the air......

Monday morning, so soon. All I know about this Monday morning, is that I can't stop smiling. I wouldn't say that it is because I am super happy to be at work, though I love my job and am thankful to have it.

I Think im in super like!

I said it. I am not even ashamed to say it. I can't help but say it, and I feel better having said it.

I keep wondering, if this or that is right, or if it is meant to be. Am I wasting my time? Is there a future? And if so, is this the whole package? I have no choice but to stop thinking so much, and let my feelings lead me. I am listening to my inner voice. Normally, I tell her to shut her trap, but lately, I have been letting her speak.

She seems to be pretty smart,

WG did my brakes yesterday. I told him that he looked hot, but I don't think he knew what I meant lol. There's just somethin' about a dirty man lol!!!! (Well, that could go either way!) And, not just any dirty man, my dirty man! I also met his family this wknd. I was sick to my stomach over it, nerves. It wasn't so bad! I survived, and I feel better having done it.

Then last night he met my brother. It was cute! My brother is happy for me. He says as long as I am happy that is all that matters. I wish he could be happy too. He also met Tayrays boyfriend, and he liked him too.

Some day, I am going to say that I found the right size shoes. Right now, I have tried them on, and they feel pretty good. Once I start walking in these shoes, I will know if they give me blisters. Even then, I can put band aids on the sore spots, and keep trying them. Sometimes, even the right size shoes, are tight at first. Until you wear them in.

Today's Question's:

What is the worst example of betrayal you have experienced?

Adultry. At least 3 people. Hearing the girl tell me it was 'just sex' with my husband.
Forgiving him, for that and other things, and HE left ME in the end. That was my ultimate
betrayal. But I learned I will never tolerate that again. Ever. period. End of story. No questions asked, dont let the door hit you in the ass, never again!!!!

How do you waste the biggest chunk of time each day, or week?

ummmmm, work much? yea, cus I do! lol!


Rachel said...

Yea! I'm so happy for you! Yea for love!

My biggest waste of time? Blogging of course!

hot for jr. said...


My sister is in love :-) - Tell him I will hunt him down and finish him off if you don't have the energy to do the job if he should ever hurt you!! My guy already knows the family will come after him, but I don't think we'll have to worry about that from either of them!!

Mon said...

Hey, what a coincidence, because MY SISTER is in love tooooo!
I like to think that this is it for me. I havn't even had a thought like that in a long time, so for me, it's progress!
I told him I would kill him if he hurt me, I think, he thought I was joking?? Silly man!!!!

lyrics said...

OH CRAP. 2 Girls hunting me down. Its a good thing that what you 2 would kill me over is something that is fartherest from my mind or actions. Otherwise I might be scared. Ill even let you 2 tag me so Ill be easy to find (my phone has GPS tracker), thats how unworried about hurting MON I am. I cant hurt someone that is as good to me as she is.

The IKON said...

My biggest waste of time sleeping. I love to sleep but if I didn't need to I sure as hell wouldn't.

I don't think I've been betrayed to the point of being pissed. I have an easy going life with easy friends. I don't have people that would do that to me. I like to keep things simple and easy with my group. Your either in, or your not.