"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Monday, January 02, 2006

A Past That Still Haunts Me...

So, happy day after new years. I can't believe it's back to work tomorrow. UGH!

New Year's Eve was a good time. We didn't really decide where to go til we were at Bethie's. We went to the valley, cus there are bars in close proximity. I stuck to my Bud Select, and a few shots. I had wine before we left.

It wasn't until around 11 that we went into a bar and I saw TWDSO's big ugly head at the bar cus he looms over everyone. I hid. I didn't get that sick feeling you usually get when you see an ex, especially when you are with your new fiance. I didn't feel anything at all. Just for CP. I knew it was uncomfortable for him, so we left to go to another bar with Bethie. She left with her drink and everyone at the next bar saw her do it. Classic.

We rang in the new year at Shots. I kissed my CP, which was nice. Not as good as what we wanted to do at midnight, but we can do that when we're 80! TWDSO's friends came over and talked to me, sat at our table, said they missed me. I am a lot of fun to hang out with you know, so I'm sure my presence is missed. I introduced CP as my fiance, which was a pretty priceless moment, I should have photographed. "your what?!!" Then, contratulations followed. All the while, around 2 hours, TWDSO was out on the dance floor, with his woman, I suspect. He walked her to the bathroom cus our table was right there, she was probably afraid of me, shit, I'd fear me! But, no way I would've fought for that one. Leaving was so easy.

Meanwhile, Tayray was feeling it before we got to the bars. She got pretty hammered pretty early so a lot of the time was spent picking her up off the floor, picking up chairs she knocked over, cleaning up the drinks that spilled because she kept karate kicking the table over, and keeping an eye on her boobs. (Tayray's shirt was a party goer all on it's own)I know at one point my fiance fixed her boob, because I asked someone to fix it. The look on his face was priceless!

We excused her behavior by saying "remember when you were 24?" and "she's really drunk, don't mind her".. Damn, we really are getting old, because we can handle our alchohol now! I think now, "i dont want to drink too much, I dont want to get sick"
I use to live for the barf at the end of the night, it's good to have goals!

TWDSO friend Mike said Tayray took a header off the stage on the dance floor. She came back upset and said that TWDSO kicked her in the head. Mike said he thought he did it but he didn't mean to. Mind you that until about 2 months ago you couldn't drag Tayray out on the dance floor. She is a dancin fool now. CP thought that TWDSO friend was trying to pick me up. We always got along good, but I probably would've said that to CP too lol.

We left the bar at 2 and went to a party. We got there at 3 and by this point, CP wasn't talking to me for whatever reason. I was about done for the night and I went out to the car to pass out with Tayray and Todd. Who, at this point, were involved in a conversation about chili cheese burritos, and how Tayray was going to drive us to get some. Yea, Ok. We passed out and I woke up at Bethie's at 4 and CP drove us home.

Then, I remember begging my fiance to give it up to me at 4:30 but he was done for the night, and wouldn't give it up. So, I had some sunkist and stayed up for a while.

All in all a good night. Running into TWDSO did nothing but:

-repulse me because what was I thinking?
-make me appreciate that I'm with CP
-laugh because I know his chick got her face sucked off at midnight!

My first New Year in my 30's started off with a bang. And a blink, and a jingle.

Anyone see the Robot Chicken with 'you can't do that on robot chicken' and Napoleon Bonamyte?! The dance he did was so totally just like the movie! Awesome. That is the best show.


How was your new years?


Heather said...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ha ha ha ha ha Classic!!!



bethie said...

I'd say it was a good New Years! I got a kiss from my husband! There's been past years where he wasn't in sight. We all know Tayray had a FALLING DOWN drunken good time!

Tayray said...

I did have a good time. Thanks guys!!