"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Chasing The Ambulance...

When did I get old? Oh, I don't know. I can remember about 2 years ago at 28, just realizinig, that my breasts have fallen. And, it isn't like I don't ever look at them, I do all the time. God, I use to love them! When it happened, is a mystery. It seemed like it was over night.

I can say for certain, that I never had a hair here or there until LAST year at 29. I guess my knees and ankles have cracked for quite some time, but now, they HURT. When I walk up and down the stairs at home, it sounds like they are crunching. It hurts to get up and down cus I sit on my ass for 14 hours a day! If I don't quit my job soon, I'll develop office ass, and cellulite! Then, it's all over, and I'll be beyond help!

My neck hurts all the time. My shoulders hurt all the time. I got rear ended like 5 years ago and it did something to my neck, but I went to the chiropractor for a while to get it fixed. Fuck, who am I kidding, I only went to the chiropractor, cus one of those ambulance chasers called me and said I could sue the asshole that plowed into me. I had to go to the chiropractor, and document the times I missed work, and say how I couldn't complete certain household duties. They put a price on it. The price was around $5,000. Of course, the lawyer got most of that, but I got $2,000 out of it. It was a sweet deal! My car was totaled out, but driveable, so I got another grand for that. You couldn't even tell I had been in an accident.


What did I do with all that money you ask? I put a down payment on another car, and made a couple payments for a year and owned it. Then, the month after I paid it off, the head gasket blew, and I had to get another car. I got $500 for the car I spent 4 grand on. And inherited a bigger peice of shit than I had to begin with!

Can we say fucked over? I had bad credit so I went to a buy here, pay here. Lesson learned!

I'm totally getting a massage with my tax money. And, I might even get two, and I won't feel guilty about it either!
I miss feeling good. Ugh!

Today's Question:

What is the circumstance, when you most resist change in your life?

Most? When? What? Ummm, always! I fear change! It's just like me to despise something I have no control over!

1 comment:

MzAriez said...

I resist change when I feel it is illogical. I need it to make sense to me. A good explanation will do. I guess I just need to believe in a reason for doing what I do.