"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort










Thursday, January 12, 2006

Go Ahead...Make My Day!...

Freaky Friday!

Good luck making my day TODAY because my day was made YESTERDAY at 12:45 when a co-worker came in to ask "You know Edwin tix go on sale the 14th right?"

*GASP!!!!!!!!!!* We all know I'm a little fanatic when it comes to my honeypoo Edwin. At last, we will reunite!

No! I DIDN'T KNOW! I've been patiently checking the site weekly cus he usually comes in December, or February. He is coming May 6th. A moment of silence while my heart skips another beat please!

My sister is of course, jealous, cus she lives in a booty town that he doesn't ever visit! I said hey, move back to the heart of rock 'n roll, and maybe you can see some concerts! Totally worth it!
I'm gonna try and talk her into coming up! We'd have a blast together. Never got to go with an actual FAN before. I normally drag someone along kicking and screaming! Some folks, just aint got no taste thats all!

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I weighed myself for the first time since before December. Not good. I am never eating again. Fucking depressing stupid fucking friday the fucking 13th! I blame you!

It is going to be 58 today. No, I'm not kidding. It was in the 50's yesterday and sunny. Ummm, where's the snow? I like the seasons to change! Point...I go home and it is SWELTERING inside. CP had the heat on 65!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEVER EVER EVER EVER TURN IT PAST 60!!!! I keep it at 55! Oh, I was pissed! COVER UP! It was warm yesterday for fuck's sake, people were wearing shorts, and he had the heat up to 65???? Then he tried to tell me he didn't do it. As if I would turn the heat up, or some stranger broke in to heat my apt. Men are so stupid, it's funny.

Then he fessed up "I forgot I turned it up" well he won't forget now! I put a big paper over the thermostate that says NEVER TURN PAST 55!!!

So, not only am I always telling CP to cover up and quit complaining about being cold, I also have to follow him around to turn lights off. He is getting better. It occured to me this week, that our electric will go up EVEN FURTHER because he is off work running up electric during the day. I went home and he had on 2 lamps ...when I sit in the dark! Can you believe it?

If I had the money, I'd put everything on the clapper but the phone, and call and leave answering machine messages to clap everything off at least every hour. I'm that freaking serious about the electric bill! That shit aint cheap! I know people have it way worse than me, but I seriously can't afford a $100 electric bill, especially with CP off work!

Today I want to crawl into a hole and disappear. I don't feel like facing the world at all.

Remember fun with tax money? Yea, those were the days. Once I stopped having fun with my tax money, and used it to pay on a stupid bill that never moves and I've been paying on for like, 20 years, I decided to stop giving them my fucking money. I claim myself now cus I didn't get shit back anyways!. Oh, fucking, well. I still get a smidge back. Not much though. This year, I would love to bet, that I have to pay, because working 2 jobs put me in a higher bracket.

I didn't get my bonus at my second job, it's NEXT check! grrr. But, I did get my W2's from both jobs now, so I'm off to file my taxes this wknd and see what I'm not going to get! I'm utterly depressed today. I want to cry and never stop. I feel hopeless, and run down, my body hurts, my mind hurts, I feel like I really can't go on anymore. It's one of THOSE days! I'm really down in the dumps!

Today's Question;

How's that energy bill treating YOU?

4 comments:

Tayray said...

I'd rather not mention my energy bill!! Lets just say when its below zero in March and Im cooking hotdogs on my grill in the dark garage, you'll know about that energy bill!

hot for jr. said...

It's going to be in the low 70's here in Virginia Beach today!!! I'm taking a mental health today and leaving work at 1 PM. I am going to go sit in the meditation garden and see a lecture at 3:30. NA NA NA NA!!! You may live in the heart of rock n roll, but I live at the beach. Stick that in your pipe and smoke it!!! I'd LOVE to come up for a week and see Edwin. You don't have to talk me into it, you have to talk mom into talking one of HER sisters to fly here to pick her up and fly with her to FL to see our uncle so I don't have to buy a ticket and fly down there. Spending time with our cousin down there doesn't sound like fun. After you talk mom into that, you need to talk the money fairy into giving me some cash so I can rent a car and come up.
Our gas is included in our rent so we don't have a gas bill for our heat, BUT our rent went up up $35.00 a month with will add up over time. Our electric bill has only been about $35 a month so that's not so bad. In the summer we pay out the ying yang for electric to keep the air on.

MzAriez said...

I guess I should count my blessings. All my household bills are included in my rent. That includes heat, water, electricity, local phone, internet, and cable. I have a 1100 sq. ft. 3 bedroom apt. for under $550 a month. It is a good deal and I will miss it when I move. It weird to think I have spent most of my children's lives living on a college campus.

I hope you have a great day and get some really good seats at that concert.

bethie said...

it'll get better mon! sounds like you need a massage to ease all your pain! let me know if you want one.

our electric bill is about $75 a month and our gas bill is the budget plan which is $94 a month. I feel your pain on that.