"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort










Monday, June 20, 2005

I hate it when I'm right...

I started the morning off good. I got 2 emails from work guy, hes fun to talk to and we chatted online. Then, I got an email from my friend, who saw those we dont speak of friday night. With his new girlfriend.

His girlfriend. He took her to a nice restaurant. A girlfriend. I am not even over him yet! How the heck can he just move on like that! I guess like all other men in my life, he too, is a dick! I knew this, and the prediction was made right here in my blog, that he was dating Trisha, and i dont care that I said her name! Cus I knew it would happen. Everything makes perfect sense now. They work together. All their little work outings. mmm hmmm. I'm not stupid! At least I can admit that I'm not ready for that right now. He is on the rebound, big time!!! Have fun with that! Why dont you learn to be on your own and take care of yourself? Oh, cus you are too use to being taken care of, thats why it didn't work out with us. F*** Off!

It was just 3 months last week! We lived together 3 years, together 4. I predicted he was dating this stupid chick, and more power to her. He is a terrible kisser, and an ever more lousy lay! I am just being honest here. I've never had anyone say that about me!

His girlfriend. All the times, Z would call me (ex) and i would make my friend go with me to see him so nothing happened. I resisted that temptation, which is a HUGE temptation, because of love. For that lousy miserable SOB! I gave up the good booty calls!!!

Why does life pick you up and then chew on ya, and spit you out? Thats what I get for thinking I was done talking about him. He is the biggest ass! He was also in MY neck of the woods with said girl, so let me run into them while im going out!

Ill say, oh, it didnt take you long did it? ohhhhh girlfight just came on the radio! Maybe I'll pound her one! lol! No, but I am really hurt over it. He is a big fat loser. I hate him. I hope he gets her pregnant, and they have twins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I broke up with those we dont speak of after 4 years, my rabbit died, I smashed into my friends car, and I got pulled over by the cops. Can my bad 2005 please be over already? When it rains it definatly pours! Makes me not want anything to do with men. I knew he'd move on. Its part of life, but so soon? I thought I meant more than that. I guess, as always, I was wrong!
I also thought, he was the only guy who didn't cheat on me.

So, you are welcome those we dont speak of, for making it easier for you to move on with trasha, er, trisha, who acted like my friend the whole time plotting to steal you away. She could've had you if she just asked. I would've gotten over you a lot sooner! And since I already had my ex husband get remarried, you can go ahead and do it too. For some reason I find men who are unavailable to me. This is why I am done with them for a while. I'm so tired of being hurt.
My friends, don't hurt me!

7 comments:

Hot for Jr. said...

HE IS SOOOO NOT WORTH THE TIME YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!!!! I know it hurts. Even after everything my ex husband have been through, it still hurt to hear him talk about another woman. Even though the 2 of us are friends and should be able to talk about such things, it still stings a little. I don't want him back by any means, but you gave this person everything you have emotionally and physically so it will hurt for awhile. You are loved and will find the right shoe eventually!!

Mon said...

Maybe the first time is for love and second is money. I should give up on love and find me a rich man!

JustDes said...

No that BITCH didn't! Well you know what?!? She obviously didn't get a prize...You'll get much better for all that time you've inveseted in the ungrateful SOB...I'm sorry i'm about to go off on a tangent...Memories coming back!

Did girlfight really come on while you were typing your post? lol...That's too funny! Hey got your back....I don't know how much that'll help, me being in N.Y....But i got you...lol...

Mon said...

Thank you! thats what i keep telling myself, he isnt special at all! Yes, Girlfight came on!!!! It also came on, when I first met my Best friends exes new woman, when I left the bar! I blared it! lol! Its a sign, I hope I dont get beat down! ha ha ha!

hot for jr. said...

As your big sister, I have to tell you, NO FIGHTING!!!!! Let the bitches have the exes - they are not worth it. Unless you can blindside them and knock em down before they realize what hit them!!

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Mon said...

Hey sis, while I know I am all buff, from my 8lbs that I lift, I dont think Ill be fighting over those we dont speak of. Nothing lost there. It's just the fact that she was around a lot. And, I shouldve known!! She is in for a big shocker! Cus, hes a big guy....but not in every way!