I hope I don't depress you. I literally feel like someone opened me up and let all my air out. I have no desire to simply 'be' right now. I have no idea why. But what I do know is that it's damned annoying. I spent a lot of time laying around and not having the energy to get up and do anything. I watched a lot of Dr. 90210 and I might be depressed because I want a boob job. And Lipo. I watched this woman go from a FF to a D she had her implants removed. It was pretty sick because her skin was so stretched out from the ridiculous size she had. The Dr. was able to fix it and make her look normal.
Maybe I am depressed because once again CP has overdrawn his bank account, and in turn fucked me out of his half of the bill money. Did I just say that? Oh yes, I did. On top of that, he wrote me a bad check that bounced for last months bills. I've about had it with the fact that he is a complete and total financial fuck up. So, yet again he is direct depositing his pay into my account. How many times do you let a person screw up before you decide their not right for you? Is that a cruel thing to say? This is the final time we're trying this. I'd rather live alone than with someone I have to treat like a child. If I wanted kids, I'd have one of my own. Not adopt a 37 year old one.
I got up bright and early Saturday morning and went to Bath & Body for a beauty cravings party with Bubba and Kat. Our freebies this time were, a pumpkin shaped soap dispenser, a full sized lotion (I got sensual Amber), and a hand lotion or body wash. I also got enough samples to last me another month or so. Love the free samples. Some girls there, didn't even KNOW you could get samples. Newbies. That's half the fun!
I bought some Dirt for my hair. It's my second Jonathon product. I also have Redo. I love to pretend I'm rich and famous. My only purchases were that, and some Caudalie grape water in an aerosol can for my face. Laugh it up, but it feels fantastic. They don't sell the Evian in a spray can anymore. Assholes. They have the cutest line of Hello Kitty stuff and I carried this thing around for a while, but it was $25.00.
After a trip to Victoria's Secret (who was out of every style of their large panties....believe that) we went to Bob Evans for breakfast. We talked about men, and why they are so annoying.
Me and CP got some movies Saturday night..Just my Luck with Lindsey Lohan, was a really cute movie. Anopolis, Benchwarmers, and Stay Alive were pretty fucking retarded. We got a raincheck for the Lake House because it wasn't in, so now if that sucks it was free.
I'm off to wallow in self pity. I have no idea why but it gives me something to do.