Ugh. I miss the boy. While gushing about the new boy to a coworker, I asked, "I wonder what's wrong with him"? You ever wonder, when things are too good to be true? Like, the last one, turned out to be addicted to drugs....although I guess I kinda knew he did them...he just downplayed it a bit. This one, really seems to have his shit together. Like me!
He told me he did in fact, wonder what is wrong with me. I mean theres the whole package there. And the chemistry. I just can't even put it into words. It's like the hokey pokey! That's what it's all about. Left arm! He asked me to a party the first wknd in November. So, we have future plans. How cute is that? He said he likes that I like that he does manly things...like working on cars, and rebuilding a garage. I said who wouldn't? Apparently, some women want to do those things for themselves. What..are they stupid? I said men should fix stuff, and protect women. We should bring them the paper and whatnot. I like my "role" as a woman to be as such. You won't find me trying to fix a carborator. Uh-uh. Menswork!
When I went to bed last night, there tucked under the pillow of my made bed.. (cus he made it for me silly) was his boxers....cus they are adorable, and I loved them. He said he knew I would find them, while doing my "pillow jenga" as he calls it. I have to have them all arranged just-so. It's kinda nutty but he finds it cute, and any time the man thinks I'm cute, I'm all about it! It might sound borderline psycho, if I tell you that I put them on my stuffed Hello Kitty, and snuggled up with them to go to sleep. So, I'm definatley not going to say that.
You can all come to my wedding! It'll be at the beach, in Charleston, SC. I'll let you know the date.
So to rain on my own parade, I found some sort of "something" on the side of my right breast. Isn't it just my luck? I have an appt at the gyn next Monday already, and I'm just going to have them check it out before I entirely freak out, and go thinking it's life threatening. It's not really a lump, but some kind of squishy painful spot that I can't really describe. It's been about a week. It hurts when I don't even touch it. I'm not sure what it could be, but if I push hard along it, it feels 'crunchy' under the skin.