She Aced It!...

Hey. I survived. Here I am, alive and well! I had a fantastic weekend. With the boy! I havn't spent that much time with someone and not wanted to kill them in such a long time. It's kinda nice! When I got to his house I was a little nervous..it was a really nice neighborhood, and nice house. He told me to just walk in which I felt dumb doing, but did anyway. I met his dad, and his brother, and his Aunt in there. They were all very friendly. Then he came in to see me, and we went outside on the patio. It didn't take long for me to not want to puke anymore. They were mostly all just like him, easy-going and funny, very friendly. Met all four of his parents, some aunts, uncles, brother, and a few friends. On the way there he texted me to ask how he should tell people we met, is online ok, or at a pub? I said online is fine? It's kinda weird to me, but the truth.

We were up until like 5 a.m. The boys decided to play beer pong. All I know about it is what I watched on Big Brother. So I pretty much sucked at it. But I had fun doing it. They told me if I didn't get one in a cup the entire game, I had to run around the house naked. It's tradition. They've all done it. I said I wasn't doing that, I'm a GIRRRRRL. But loe and behold I actually sunk two in a row. And I got one another time after that! All in all it was a good time. We might have had to sneak around while the boys were playing opposing teams outside...for some "alone" time. But, you know, whatever! Totally worth it!

We watched TV after that, but I don't remember much. I remember waking up at like 7 a.m. on the couch, covered up with a pillow. The boy tucked me in, because he is the cutest thing in the world! The dilemma the next day was...wtf do I do? I was on the couch in the living room off the kitchen, and I heard people up in the kitchen. Do I get up? Do I sleep? Do I leave? I felt so dumb. I was texting Bethie about it.

Eventually the boy was up, and I got up to see him. He offered me breakfast, and a drink. Eventually he made me some tang. Cus, out of nowhere I had a hankering for some stinking tang. Then, he made a shake with all kinds of crap in it, like potassium, and ginseng, B12 and other stuff I don't remember. It did give me energy! And made my head stop throbbing. Margaritas + lots of tequila + beer pong = hangover. He told me that he tucked me in and kissed me on the forehead. I mean c'mon, it doesn't get any more adorable than that!!!! He's so cute it makes my stomach hurt.

The next day his Dad invited me to stay for dinner. Cute. I stayed with the boy til about 4:30. Mind you, I was scheduled to work at 3. Fuckit. I don't care. Today the temp svc called me. I'm sure they are ticked off. But, they don't know half of the story. I hate that place. I am going to find another job. I wish I could find no job, but the dog has to go to the vet. My cat has to go to the vet. And, I need something for a few more months. But, something where I have wknds off, or one wknd day. I gave him his gift Saturday, which was a CD of songs that made me think of him. Ahhhhh. He texted me after I left that he liked it a lot.

So, the boy came over to my house Saturday night. We talked about feelings, and how you dont have to say the words to know how someone is feeling. I think we all know what words those are. We just can't get enough of each other. It's nuts! Nuts I tell you! We went to the Circle K later. For ice cream and cheese. He wanted it. He told me that he thinks I got him pregnant. We just hung out, talking, and some other stuff too... We spent Sunday holed up watching a movie, and other stuff. And then he took me to dinner. On the way back he told me it had been such a long time since he spent a whole weekend with someone, and it was weird. I said I hope it's weird in a good way, and he said it was, and it was nice.

He was with me til about 8pm. And...seriously, I had to choke back tears when he left. I hate it. Hate it. I just want to kidnap him. He said he wants to kidnap me too, so I think we should just work out some kind of mutual agreement. He asked how I thought the drive to his house was and I said not too bad. It is about an hour. He told me I'm totally worth it....and I told him I'll try to stay worth it. He just told me not to change. I really don't think that'll happen cus I am what I am. Oh, he also told me again in person how he liked his CD...so I think he liked it.

I dunno what else to say, other than I'm completely head over heels for this boy. And he tells me all the time that he feels the same way. You could tell even if he never said anything. From either of us. We are just that adorable. You know, among the billion other melt your heart things he's said to me, he told me that being with me felt like being "home". He thinks I am the whole package. It's about time someone sees that!