"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Friday, October 26, 2007

Hey La...Hey La...

I missed the boy so much yesterday. I cried. I didn't cry in a sad way, but more of a way that I am feeling feelings I havn't allowed myself to feel for so long, that it felt good to let it go. I can't stand leaving him. So, last night the boy referred to me as his girlfriend. *applause* How utterly adorable is that? Totally. Sent me the sweetest messages while I was working (as always) that said things like..."I like to be able to look into your eyes (like we do) and know what's up without having to say a word"..

So, when we finally do "move forward", he won't be shocked that So, I think the boy is coming over tonight after hangin with his homies for a bit. You know, one more night of sleeping together. Sleeping.....and other stuff, but I love to sleep with him! He's so comfy! Plus, he's so cute I could eat him up. Tomorrow we're going to a Halloween party at his friends in Columbus, which is a 2 hour haul. I have no idea what I'm going to be, so that's my project for lunch today. Must. Find. Costume. Did I mention I normally hate to dress up? The things you do when you are in love. Silly.

CP gets out of rehab Monday. Claims he's done reading my blog cus it feels like eavesdropping. Uh, that's kinda the point, but I don't mind either way. I'm happy and he isn't going to mess it up, only I can, and that's not happenin! I told the boy I helped him out with a place to stay. CP wants to come get his stuff. Everyone thinks it's just a ploy to see me, so Tayray offered her garage to me, to put his stuff in for him to pick up. I think that's probably a good idea.

Oh, and I got in bed last night, and I'm like, mmm smells like the boy! So I texted him that all I could smell was him, and he said he did it for me. (His cologne you pervs!) It was nice to fall asleep smelling him like he was there. *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*


RR Johnson Jr. said...

Hi Mon, it's wonderful to be in love. I am so very happy for you girl!

Mon said...

Thank you! It feels amazing!