International signs...

If I were a man on TV, I'd have said this same exact thing about gay marriage. Mind your mutha heffin biznass! I dunno who this guy is but Ellen said to watch it, and since I pretty much think my TV life is real, and me and Ellen are like peas and carrots, I do what she says.

It snowed. Just like a dusting. But, snow. I don't even have room for my car in the garage, it's too full of crap. I have no idea how this happened. I've cleaned it like 5 times this year. I think by cleaning, I mean moving junk around to a different spot. A garage is mens territory. I have no idea what to do with one besides throw crap in it, and park my car there. At least I'm doing one thing right. I managed to squeeze my car in there last night, so it was nice and warm for me today.

My legs still hurt. I did modified jacks again in boot camp. Which, if you ask me, looks like the international sign for "somebody fucking save me". (is there a sign for that?) I had to laugh at myself in the mirror. I ask myself if I really want to do this another month. I can't really afford it, but it is the only thing thats worked for over a year. And...I lost 3lbs last week, bringing my 2 week total to 5lbs. It doesn't sound like much because I watch the biggest loser. But you know to lose a pound you have to create a net reduction of calories of 3500. So, I would say, 3 lbs in a week is pretty awesome! All the hard work pays off!

My new most favorite thing in the uuuuuniverse is protein bars. Specifically, Special K Chocolatey Chip. Why? Because I get to have one before I workout, and I don't want to vomit from being starved, or being full. (the manfriend talked me into these, because I couldn't find a happy medium with eating before workout) Why else? It's flippin' chocolate dumbass! It's like cheating on a diet only not cheating. It's like a small little peice of heaven! I like to cut it into thin slices and enjoy a little bit at a time. I find myself fantasizing about my protein bar.

I stayed up til 1 am last night, after driving home from the manfriend's even though I was completely exhausted, making spaghetti squash, and a baked sweet potato. All so I wouldn't eat crap today. Dedication. I have it. I also have grown to love spaghetti squash. I put this thing called seasoning on it. You gotta live a little.

P.S. I saw my first preview for LOST this weekend, I saw Jack's scruffy beard on tivo, and had to rewind to watch it! It wasn't revealing, but January 21st? Do we really have to wait a year? Damn! And if they fuck up my show like they fucked up Heros, I'll go Annie Wilkes on their asses. And, I'm not kidding. As I love no show as I love Lost! And I love shows!