"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Monday, November 17, 2008

International signs...

If I were a man on TV, I'd have said this same exact thing about gay marriage. Mind your mutha heffin biznass! I dunno who this guy is but Ellen said to watch it, and since I pretty much think my TV life is real, and me and Ellen are like peas and carrots, I do what she says.

It snowed. Just like a dusting. But, snow. I don't even have room for my car in the garage, it's too full of crap. I have no idea how this happened. I've cleaned it like 5 times this year. I think by cleaning, I mean moving junk around to a different spot. A garage is mens territory. I have no idea what to do with one besides throw crap in it, and park my car there. At least I'm doing one thing right. I managed to squeeze my car in there last night, so it was nice and warm for me today.

My legs still hurt. I did modified jacks again in boot camp. Which, if you ask me, looks like the international sign for "somebody fucking save me". (is there a sign for that?) I had to laugh at myself in the mirror. I ask myself if I really want to do this another month. I can't really afford it, but it is the only thing thats worked for over a year. And...I lost 3lbs last week, bringing my 2 week total to 5lbs. It doesn't sound like much because I watch the biggest loser. But you know to lose a pound you have to create a net reduction of calories of 3500. So, I would say, 3 lbs in a week is pretty awesome! All the hard work pays off!

My new most favorite thing in the uuuuuniverse is protein bars. Specifically, Special K Chocolatey Chip. Why? Because I get to have one before I workout, and I don't want to vomit from being starved, or being full. (the manfriend talked me into these, because I couldn't find a happy medium with eating before workout) Why else? It's flippin' chocolate dumbass! It's like cheating on a diet only not cheating. It's like a small little peice of heaven! I like to cut it into thin slices and enjoy a little bit at a time. I find myself fantasizing about my protein bar.

I stayed up til 1 am last night, after driving home from the manfriend's even though I was completely exhausted, making spaghetti squash, and a baked sweet potato. All so I wouldn't eat crap today. Dedication. I have it. I also have grown to love spaghetti squash. I put this thing called seasoning on it. You gotta live a little.

P.S. I saw my first preview for LOST this weekend, I saw Jack's scruffy beard on tivo, and had to rewind to watch it! It wasn't revealing, but January 21st? Do we really have to wait a year? Damn! And if they fuck up my show like they fucked up Heros, I'll go Annie Wilkes on their asses. And, I'm not kidding. As I love no show as I love Lost! And I love shows!


lizziebelle said...

i am inspired by your fitness regimine. mine starts TODAY! i want to look hot for my college reunion and in the event the bankerman gets on board with my timeline and engages me already! keep up the good work! and ps the word verification??? POOMST! hahahahaha!

LBluca77 said...

Oh man everyone is getting snow. So not fair. I wish it snowed in California, instead it is like a week and half till thanksgiving and it is 90 degrees out.

Heather said...

I hate snow. I'm very angry about our snow. That is all.

Damsel Underdressed said...

I cannot get back to my happy number. I haven't seen it in...like two months...and it is beginning to piss me off. Today the scale told me I needed to lose three pounds to get there. WTF?! I'm hoping that getting back into my boxing lessons will help.

I'm so happy for (and jealous of) you for losing those five pounds! Keep it up. It's worth it.

merider (M.E.-rider) said...

I really enjoy your blog, young lady. You crack me the hell up. Stay with that bootcamp! Good girl! Yeah...it sucks. It's supposed to. It's not like it's Margaritacamp. Seriously, good job on the weight loss, and I love spaghetti squash too! Yummy stuff and so good for you. Oh, and can you please post a snow pic? I don't get any of that out here unless I want to drive for over four hours to Mammoth.

Fizzgig said...

Me? an inspiration? Yessss. That makes me even more determined! engaging you would be awesome! I hope it does happen!!

as much as I dislike snow, I dislike the hot even more, so I'll take my 4 months of snow.

even better? no salt for the roads! yessss!

I think that will jump start you into losing 3lbs, itll be something you hadnt done in a while your body will respond!

Thank you ever so much! Is there such a thing as margaritacamp? cus maybe I can go recoup there when I'm done with bootcamp????? The spaghetti squash is growing on me. I put some garlic in it with kidney beans and Now I look forward to eating it!
Snow picture? you got it!

Erin said...

Love me some Special K protein bars!! YUM YUM!!

By the way, have I told you how wonderfully you are doing in boot camp and with exercise?? Because you are!!