"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Friday, May 04, 2007

The Long Lost Me...

Wednesday morning, I put on pants I havn't worn in 6 months. Can I get an amen? Thank you, thank you, hold your applause. Wednesday I went out with two girls from work, and construction guy. Yea. Remember Wednesday, how I said he made that comment about us always talking, well after that the boss came over and asked coworkers what they were working on. Later, coworker told construction guy he got us in trouble. So, to make up for it he's took us out for a drink. You know, the two girls I'm going with have kids, and they left around 7. I was mad at them, kinda. I was way nervous for no reason. I stayed out pretty late on a school night. What time? 1 am.

Uh, yea. I was dead tired Thursday. But we had fun. It's a new friend. He's still hung up on his ex, so we talked about that, and joked around a lot, and had some laughs. He went to school close to where I did, rival schools. Mmmm hmm. But I don't know him. He isn't going to be at work for a few weeks, so who know when we'll talk again. He did say he had fun hanging out with me, but then, was there any question about that? I'm a fun girl.

Today is said coworkers last day. It's really sad. I've only been working with her 5 months, but it seems like we've known each other for a lot longer than that. We have a lot in common, very similar marriages, lives, and presents. When she was on vacation once, it just wasn't the same without her. She makes work fun. Not to mention, I asked her how to do things when I wouldn't know how. Now, I'm on my own. She said she has taught me well, and I must spread my wings and fly. Yea, she's corny like me, that's why we get along so well. I'm the "veteran" now. How sad is that? My company bought a big building next door to expand into. The place is huge already. It's a good sign. So different from my last job. Where they were shutting plants down left and right.

And the police station? They are fucking with me. I worked that midnight shift as a favor. Then last weekend I worked 2 midnight shifts. I was scheduled a morning this wknd, afternoon the wknd after that, and a midnight the last wknd of the month. When I worked last wknd another girl asked if I wanted her to work this weekend for me. I need the money so I declined. She asked if the Leutenant called me about my schedule. I said no. She calls my cell yesterday to say "they switched" mine and her schedules around. I'm sure they did. I'm sure she asked them to. I'm not stupid.

So, now I work two midnight shifts again this month. One being Memorial day weekend, when they have me working Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. 11-7!! I'm telling them I work Monday, and I'm not working a midnight that day. And hopefully I can quit that place soon. That's bullshit.

Lost to follow!!*****************************************
So I tried to watch Lost Wednesday night after the bar, but that wasn't happening. I passed out on the couch. I did however, watch it yesterday. Holey shit. What in the world do you think is going on? I'll say for next weeks previews, I paused, slow motion, reverse, paused. You can see images for what appears to be John going into a bright white light. Like, in the afterlife, go towards the light? Lots of weird things, they aren't all on this website but so me of them are. I really don't want to think that they are all dead. Or, in comas, waiting to be woken up. But, it does seem to make sense. Like when they brought Juliette to the island, they made her drink that "sedative" which could have been that death punch people drink in mass suicides. And the "files" the others have? They are like the judgement you would have to face in Heaven, or hell...?

Is Henry the devil? Is Locke the "good guy"? I really can't wait until Sawyer exposes Juliette for the lying beyatch she is. I hate her. It sure would be something though, if they learned how to make a baby on the "other side". Who would the others be. Angels? Guides? I dunno...but I'm pissed there are only 3 episodes left. I've still got all 18 hours of Lost saved on Tivo. They better hurry up with the DVD release so I can let that space go to something else.


Janet said...

I don't watch Lost anymore but I can agree with one thing even though I haven't...What in the world IS going on?!:)

Congrats on the new, old pants. What a great feeling!

Celina said...

Yay to fitting in your "old" pants!! And, double yay to the "hot date" with construction guy!! Yippee!!
That sucks about the PD job and sneaky co-worker!