The manfriend and I are ok. Basically nothing is different, except that I don't feel like we are going to break up like I did, and that was kinda shitty. My Mom told me I'll know when it's time if that's what I'm suppose to do......and by that I mean end the whole thing. Not that I want to. But there is a lot to it, none of which has anything to do with our relationship being even remotely bad, and has everything to do with the fact that we live 52 miles apart, and one of us thinking its hindering our progession. One of us is not me.
Saturday I went to the House of Blues to see Red Wanting Blue with manfriend. Which is a band that hails from Ohio. And, though they are awesome, will probably wind up like Michael Stanley. I think maybe Ohio sucks your will to leave it. That, or my better guess is people lack real taste for real muzak with meaning. Otherwise, Edwin McCain would be known for more than "I'll Be". But don't get me started.
It was like summertime! And by summertime here in Ohio, I mean it was almost 60 degrees. That's shorts weather, open the windows, and take in the fresh air. It was the kind of day you want to spring clean. Only, you know that it is going to snow in a week so why bother?
I had fun hanging with my guy and flirting with him profusely. That never gets old. We were at the bar and some girl came up to me and told me I had a great ass. I said thank you. Then she told my manfriend what she told me. Then she said she's talking to the lead singer from the other band Honor by August and shes afraid he thinks she's stalking him. Then she asked me my favorite sexual position, and manfriend too. Then I think maybe she was a little weird. We were in the big city of Cleveland, where they have things like homeless people and lesbians, and probably swingers and threesomes too!
Sunday I started to feel poopie. And by that I mean my freaking ear is sore, and my throat hurts, and just felt like poo in general. Manfriend made me soup, with goldfish. And gave me vitamins. He's pretty cute, and took good care of me, even tucking me in in his cute way of tucking me in. It just pisses me off even more that we are in the situation we are in.
P.S. Boys are really freaking stupid! 99% of them. In their own ways. Some may be nicer than others, but most of them are totally clueless.