"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Getting Hit on By the Wrong Team....

The manfriend and I are ok. Basically nothing is different, except that I don't feel like we are going to break up like I did, and that was kinda shitty. My Mom told me I'll know when it's time if that's what I'm suppose to do......and by that I mean end the whole thing. Not that I want to. But there is a lot to it, none of which has anything to do with our relationship being even remotely bad, and has everything to do with the fact that we live 52 miles apart, and one of us thinking its hindering our progession. One of us is not me.

Saturday I went to the House of Blues to see Red Wanting Blue with manfriend. Which is a band that hails from Ohio. And, though they are awesome, will probably wind up like Michael Stanley. I think maybe Ohio sucks your will to leave it. That, or my better guess is people lack real taste for real muzak with meaning. Otherwise, Edwin McCain would be known for more than "I'll Be". But don't get me started.

It was like summertime! And by summertime here in Ohio, I mean it was almost 60 degrees. That's shorts weather, open the windows, and take in the fresh air. It was the kind of day you want to spring clean. Only, you know that it is going to snow in a week so why bother?

I had fun hanging with my guy and flirting with him profusely. That never gets old. We were at the bar and some girl came up to me and told me I had a great ass. I said thank you. Then she told my manfriend what she told me. Then she said she's talking to the lead singer from the other band Honor by August and shes afraid he thinks she's stalking him. Then she asked me my favorite sexual position, and manfriend too. Then I think maybe she was a little weird. We were in the big city of Cleveland, where they have things like homeless people and lesbians, and probably swingers and threesomes too!

Sunday I started to feel poopie. And by that I mean my freaking ear is sore, and my throat hurts, and just felt like poo in general. Manfriend made me soup, with goldfish. And gave me vitamins. He's pretty cute, and took good care of me, even tucking me in in his cute way of tucking me in. It just pisses me off even more that we are in the situation we are in.

P.S. Boys are really freaking stupid! 99% of them. In their own ways. Some may be nicer than others, but most of them are totally clueless.


Mike said...

Yeah, 52 miles aways is pretty far, but not too bad. It could be worse. Just hang in there and see what happens. Hope you feel better, young lady.

Erin said...

Well I for one am glad you are not breaking up - I love seeing you so happy! But I do hope you get it all worked out - of course in the way that you want :-)

LiLu said...

Boys ARE dumb. So, SO dumb.

But women are crazy... it's a trade off. ;-)

Glad things are working out!

Allison M. said...

my friend loved Red Wanting Blue. They always played at Kent State and I never got that into them but it was like summer that night. Loved it and now it's raining. Better than snow.

Frances said...

I would have loved to have been there when she was asking you all that!
Sending good vobes your way,

Alaskan Dave Down Under said...

I must've missed something... But on the bright side someone thinks your ass is great. Although she does sound a little wacko.

Hmmmmmm, 52 miles... better than 8,000!

LBluca77 said...

52 miles is pretty far but still managable.

Oh and yes boys are dumb. Why are we suppose to deal with their shit again?!?!

Fizzgig said...

after the first few trips its not far, its 45 minutes.

thank you! i like being happy too, so long as keeps

i dont know. men are from mars! I'll never understand them!

they are pretty good!!!

she was a little strange!

Alaskan Dave:
52 is better than 8,000. It's not bad at al really you hear about interstate love lasting. this is just across two cities!

right, it is manageable. i agree. and i dunno why were spose to be with men. maybe were the ones messed up and the gay and lesbian people have it all right.