"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort










Tuesday, December 08, 2009

New is Hard..

I chatted with the new guy a bit last night. We were talking about the past, and he asked if I ever thought about it. I said yes I have, and he said he did too, but thats not all he wants "this time". I said its good to know, because I'm past that phase in my life, but I have no regrets. =)

Then he said he's excited for the game Sunday he's never been to a hockey game. And you know my neighbor was like, "We'll have to leave you two alone after" aaack. Alone!? I mean I feel at ease when we talk, so why am I so worried?

The physical part was easy. This relationship stuff, is the hard part. I can see why guys are the way they are to some extent.

It brings up a whole new set of questions. Because, obviously, we've been together before. Do you jump back in? Or wait? Or what???? It's different when you don't know what you are missing by holding out. But then I also don't want to jump right into something because i'm freshly out of a break up. I don't want it to be a rebound. We hooked up in like 2006. And it lasted almost a year.

But do rebounds apply when you already know the person? Why do girls over analyze everything so much?

What do I wear?

I'm also glad I moved. No more memories of notsomuchamanfriend in the new place. That also helps with forgetting him. It kinda scares me how easily things are flowing for me.

The universe may be paying me back for all my good deeds! Wish me luck!

5 comments:

texang said...

Good luck! Have fun!

sazza said...

Go with the flow! Don't think about it so much, just enjoy yourself. Wear something casual, but cute. x

Narm said...

I don't know what is better - manfriend's new name or your 'botty call' tag.

Teena in Toronto said...

Take it slowly and don't put any pressure on yourself.

Fizzgig said...

texang:
Ill have fun i just know it!

sazza:
thank you thank you

Narm:
lol i know, right? well he was just a booty call back in the day, hes been elevatted to new status..

teena:
I know i need to cut me some slack!