"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort










Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Ex in Effect....

Friday on my way to the winery I got a call from the ex, CP. Hadn't heard from him in a while and to be honest, half thought he'd relapsed or got thrown in jail. Didn't much care either way. Nice. He asked was I still "seeing that one guy I met when he was in rehab". I said yes, I'm very much in love with him. He asked me when the wedding was. I said, there's no mention of a wedding, but with the natural progression of things being the way they have been, I believe I am going to marry him. (You know, the law of attraction and all...doesn't hurt to "put it out there ...wink)

He pretended to be happy for me. And told me he still has a special friend. I said well good for you. He also told me, that he has decided to save himself for marriage. Cus, he found God in rehab and stuff. Well, yet another reason things never would've worked out for us, if the lies, stealing, cheating, porn addiction, hatred, and drugs didn't do it. Wonder how god feels about porn? I can't imagine the God everyone belives in would think it was that holey. And, ladies....he ain't saving much, ifyaknowhatimean? Can you tell, I'm completely spoiled now? No complaints!

Then, he proceeded to tell me he lost his job, because of one of his felonies. (writing his own prescriptions) But, when he gets another job, he is going to pay me back the money he owes me. I said I wrote that off a long time ago. And, he asked if he had anything at my house still. I said, ah, the real reason for the phone call. I sold whatever you had left at my house. Honestly, he has nothing to my knowledge but a bike, which he isn't getting back. I supported his dumbass even when we were just friends, after the relationship deteriorated. He ain't gettin squat outta me. That ship sailed.

In other "ex" news. Saturday I got up to go to my Momma's and saw that the someone I use to "see" was at my neighbor's house. I may have never mentioned that someone was friends with my friends/neighbors but yea, occasionally he is over there. I opted to wait until they were out back on their 4 wheelers until I left. But when I came back with Momma, and left he was outside. It wasn't the same as seeing an ex boyfriend. I didn't get that gut wrenching feeling, I actually felt nothing. Mom said about someone "he's the one that calls you, he can't stand it, don't let it bother you". That put it into perspective. Not to mention I was on my way to see my very own hottie who I'm just nuts about.

1 comment:

EC said...

Ugh, exes or even semi-exes suck... it's great that they are still leading the same old lives while you are happy happy happy!