Signed Sealed Delivered.....

So, I never had a chance yet to mention my contract. Last Friday I met CP for lunch for a pre-weekend get together. He got me flowers, and took me to lunch and handed me a packet of stuff to look at. Coupons for things like massages, and dinner for our weekend get away. One of the things included was a contract of the heart. I read it and laughed to myself I thought, this is kinda hokey. It had things on there like "I'll never abandon you, never do drugs again, have my checks deposited to your account" stuff like, he was suppose to do before and neglected to do so. But at the end, I saw it had a notory seal on it. I said "did you have this notorized?" "Yes" he said. The girl at the bank thought it was sweet. I thought the girl at the bank doesn't know what you put me through either. Right?

I said its the only way ill trust him. I can't entertain living together again after all the BS he put me through. I'd love to cus I am seriously hard up for cash flow. Last night he said he is giving me his computer for Xmas. Now all I have to do is lower my car insurance and a medical bill and I might afford the internet. Yay for me. I know how much his computer means to him, so I guess it's cool. Only time will tell what will happen with us. I told him I feel stupid for even talking to him after how he treated me. Men.

P.S. I still love my new job so far. Yay me.