"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Signed Sealed Delivered.....

So, I never had a chance yet to mention my contract. Last Friday I met CP for lunch for a pre-weekend get together. He got me flowers, and took me to lunch and handed me a packet of stuff to look at. Coupons for things like massages, and dinner for our weekend get away. One of the things included was a contract of the heart. I read it and laughed to myself I thought, this is kinda hokey. It had things on there like "I'll never abandon you, never do drugs again, have my checks deposited to your account" stuff like, he was suppose to do before and neglected to do so. But at the end, I saw it had a notory seal on it. I said "did you have this notorized?" "Yes" he said. The girl at the bank thought it was sweet. I thought the girl at the bank doesn't know what you put me through either. Right?

I said its the only way ill trust him. I can't entertain living together again after all the BS he put me through. I'd love to cus I am seriously hard up for cash flow. Last night he said he is giving me his computer for Xmas. Now all I have to do is lower my car insurance and a medical bill and I might afford the internet. Yay for me. I know how much his computer means to him, so I guess it's cool. Only time will tell what will happen with us. I told him I feel stupid for even talking to him after how he treated me. Men.

P.S. I still love my new job so far. Yay me.


EC said...

You know sometimes you just have to love the person you love, whether they are good for you or not. I hope this time he has learned his lesson and doesn't take you for granted!!

Bianca said...

Just tread carefully, hon. Not that I'm sure you will do anything other than that.

Just Expressing Myself said...

Glad you are happy with the job.
Hope all works out with CP.
Take care,

Celina said...

I'm so happy you had a nice time at the cabin, I hope CP can keep up the good work!
Ahhhh, the benefits of a GOOD job! I couldn't imagine looking at all those ROCKS all day!!
Take care & good luck getting internet!

Becca said...

glad the new job rocks.. sounds like they we'll be good to you

Janet said...

I dont know where you officially stand with CP but it sounds like he is making an effort. Just the fact that he is willing to try must make you feel good about things. Knowing that the job is going well, too must mean everything is finally beginning to look up for ya!:)