"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Is it Friday Yet? Oh wait, I'm not working...

Time flies when you're not working! My goal was to plant all the plants I got from work this wknd. That didn't happen! I have a ton of freebies, I got more in pots, but I didnt dig up anymore flower beds. Its so depressing that I spent 4 years making those we dont speak of's yard so nice, and now I'm starting over. Suprisingly, lots of my perennials I dug up from that jerks house are blooming now! =) It's the little things!

I have a ton of plants that I have to keep alive for friends too, which is difficult cus their in the garage and will likely die with no sunshine.
I did however, clean my garage out! This is exciting news. I can put my car in there now! I even made a little area in the back with xmas lights, and a table and chairs, and my park bench. I actually used it yesterday with my neighbor since it rained. We cooked out, in their garage. Now I have the spare bedroom full of boxes. Baby steps. I have no idea how I got so much stuff! I need to stop buying things!

I only went out on Friday to a local bar w/my neighbors and another friend. My neighbor had her first shot of tequila, which was classic!! They played really good music, like Tricky!
And I drove about 2 minutes to get home, very unusual for me, I've been in the boonie docks for years now!!!!

My sister met someone online. After I bad mouthed online dating! They went on a date and everything. But I wont embaress her with details. I look best in pink, or yellow, so those are good choices for bridesmaid's dresses....

My Edwin was on Dr. Phil! I had to watch him before heading to the bar Friday night. I was screaming and squealing for him. Of course, he sang 'I'll Be' and didnt get to show off how they rock! But he gave out his new CD, and DVD, and once you hear him live, you are converted, I bet he made more fans at least.

I talked to my ex last Friday. We plan to meet up this Thursday. I'm not holding my breath.
It's really put my current situation in perspective. I thought I was trucking along happy with those we dont speak of, but I wasn't happy. I thought I was. I'd talk to this ex over the years from time to time, and he'd tell me I wasnt being myself with those we dont speak of, and I'd say oh, yes I am, Im just older now, I'm different. Guess I was wrong! I was settling. May I never do such a thing again!

Funny thing is this guy broke my heart....and I still talk to him. I can't even think of talking to those we don't speak of. I wish he would fall off the face of the earth. I didn't wish him harm....i wished he'd just leave town so I don't run into him this summer, like I know I will because we have mutual friends, and interests. It is my M.O. to duck and run, when encountering people I dont want to see. lol!

Today's Funny: The forecast (me I think I was 12 or something)

Today's Question:
(First question picked was a 1 liner so I picked 2)

2)If you were to pick the one thing that always makes you smile, what would it be?

This might seem easy cus lots of things make me happy, but when I'm absolutely down in the dumps, and depressed, the only thing that can make me smile 100% of the time, is my pets. Unconditional love!

1 comment:

hot for jr. said...

1)I could drink Malibu Rum and Pineapple juice everyday!!

2) My pets as well. There's nothing better in the world then a purring kitty cat!!!

P.S. Let's not start picking out our dresses yet! Once I get a ring we'll go shopping - it's only been 1 month that we've known each other. Give me 1 more and I should have him hooked for life!!