"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort

Thursday, February 07, 2008


Oh, Hi. I feel like ass today. I don't even have the energy to try to make myself feel better. Bah! I had a fantastic evening with my boyfriend, as usual. It was nice having some alone time. My Momma went to stay with a friend for a while. She said she'd call but she hasn't. Hater. Me and the man went to rent some movies, and he made some dip. We had a fantastic snuggle on the couch, and I fell asleep early, after midnight. I might add, this was after he was snoring already.

The hardest thing to do is to wake up and get out of a comfy bed with the guy your crazy about, and go to work, while he is still snoozing...all cute n stuff. It makes me angry. I dunno why I can't be independently wealthy and spend all my time lounging around with him and being joyfully in love. Damn, life is so unfair.

No, instead I'm at work. With a congested chest, and sore throat, making freaking phone calls all day when it hurts to talk. Wishing I was home. Or at least at a better paying job so I could go home at 5 like most people. I'm working on my master plan for kidnapping my guy. I have to come up with a way to make it seem as if he isn't missing...so no one will look for him. Leaving him is so hard, I dunno if I've mentioned this before? Oh yea, I might have. I know...enjoy the journey. Easier said than done!

I finally figured out how to access my W-2 online from my second job. So this weekend I can file my taxes. I don't expect a refund, but let us all hope that I don't have to pay again. I claim myself cus I'm poor, so I usually owe, or get pennies back. Cus, you know, I work two jobs to pay the government, not because I need the money to survive or anything.

I also got more information about vet tech school. Which I reallllllly want to do. But I don't even want to make my appointment to meet with them, until I know when I can go. I can't go until I get a better job so I can stop working two. Also, moving would be ideal, since school's in Cleveland, and I am in BFE. And, we know how my search for a new apartment is going. Oh, you don't? Well, I havn't found a freaking thing. Zip. Zilch. Nada. I'm not worrying about all of this either. I know it's all going to come together one day. I applied for a few more jobs at Akron University, and another accounting firm. Pretty soon everyone in the tri state area is going to know my name, cus I'll have applied to work there.

1 comment:

Patti Cake said...

Keep working at at...you'll get there. When it's time, you'll see good things happen. I just know it!