Singled Out..

I'm not the only single girl in the world. I know this. But at 34, it gets increasingly harder to be single. Not that I'm dying on my own, or I just cant function..but its different for different social circles.

All my friends are in relationships, or married, or have kids. Or, they all have some reason not to like one another, so getting everyone together is no longer possible either. I have to divy up my time with different groups of people. Which...sucks.

This leaves little girl time. I try to fill my time up with available friends whenever I can, but those times are few and far between.

My life consists mainly of work, working out, and cleaning up poop, pee, and pet hair. And rearranging my furniture and plants. I mean, I went through my self discovery time a few years back, and I'm happy with the result, so um. Now what? I'm always learning about myself, I meditate, I listen to self help books, so what am I suppose to do?

I don't see anything wrong with meeting people. I don't think my Mr. Right will come to my door and knock to get in. I have to get out, see and be seen, and when the right one comes along I'll know. I told the universe, no more frogs. I've had enough. I want my prince!

How I'm becoming my mother 45,678 I'm going to tell you that I started drinking fiber, which is my new attempt at appetite control, and its working swimmingly. It fills you up so you eat less.

Project? Lose the 30 lbs I've been trying to lose for years.

Clear. Crystal.

What if I drink water all day (64 oz the recommended amount) and then have at least 32 more oz at home each night, and my pee is still stinky?

Dr. Oz said you drink enough water when your pee is clear. It use to be clear forever. Then bam for a months now its been yellow again.

I know there are bigger problems in the world, but you can die of water intoxication, and how much is enough?

I sweat. A lot. When I work out. But I always work out. Nothing new.

I'm not eating anything different than i always have, I always eat the same, boring food every boring day.

I am starting to think somethings wrong with me.

I was quite proud of my clear pee.

Does that make me weird?