Be Mine!...

So it's Valentine's Day. Which, sorry fella's, is a real holiday!

I dunno if CP's gift will arrive in time for V-day. It's something not romantic, but something he will love, at least, he better love it since it's taking so long to arrive! 6-8 weeks. It could be a puppy, and the litter isn't born yet....... hmmmmm what could it be??

I got him a really sweet card and left it out for him. He didn't read it when I was there. He sent me an Ecard, that was sweet. Made me smile. I don't get to see my CP tonight. He is working a night job, and I work tonight too. Sad, boooooo!!!! I'll miss him!!! We wont be together for Valentine's day! Boo hoooooo! And our FIRST at that. I made it a point to stress how important it is, as we will NEVER have another FIRST Valentine's day! No pressure or anything! We're both broke right now. Cards are $1.50. Or, free. And, a hand written note is even cheaper, and more meaningful!

I got some Valentines from girls at work that was sweet!!!

My valentines gift to me, is Edwin. I'm buying my tickets today! hooray! happy day happy day! And, I got myself some new bras from Lane Bryant. Remember, a new bra will change your life!

So, my ex Z called me. On V-day. We had a nice chit chat. Bethie thought she saw him this wknd and you know what happens when someone mentions him, he calls. Weird how that happens. He apologized to me again for the shit that happened. He did finally explain what happened that 'one night'. It was a friend of his starting shit. They didn't like me so they told him I was screwing around with this guy. At a bar. In public. In front of his friends. Like I'm that stupid. He told me he got a Felony for that. He said soon it will be off his record. So, I looked it up! Here's the info:

ON 7/26, DEFENDANT IN COURT FOR SENTENCING, HAVING PLEAD GUILTY TO AGGRA- VATED TRESPASSING, AMENDED COUNT 1, A MISDEMEANOR OF THE 1ST DEGREE, AND VANDALISM, COUNT 2, A FELONY OF THE 5TH DEGREE. BOTH OCCURRING ON OR ABOUT MAY 6-7, 1999. ORDERED DEFENDANT SENTENCED TO 6 MONTHS IN SUMMIT CO. JAIL ON COUNT 1, AND 7 MONTHS OF INCARCERATION ON COUNT 2, TO BE SERVED CONCURRENTLY. SENTENCE SUSPENDED, AND DEFENDANT PLACED ON COMMUNITY CONTROL FOR 18 MONTHS UPON FOLLOWING TERMS: PAY A $10.00 PER MONTH PROBATION FEE; BE ASSESSED FOR CHEMICAL DEPENDENCY AND FOLLOW ALL COUNSELING AND TREATMENT; UNDERGO ANGER MANAGEMENT COUNSELING; SEEK AND MAINTAIN FULL TIME EMPLOYMENT, AND NOT THROUGH TEMPORARY AGENCIES; PAY FINE OF $500.00; PAY COSTS. NO RESTITUTION IS ORDERED AS THE VICTIM FAILED TO COOPERATE WITH THE VICTIM IMPACT STATEMENT. JL 2314-472 JB

I'm the victim. I failed to cooperate cus I was stupid!

And, on this day for lovers, enjoy it. I ate chocolate I bought for CP cus he didn't get me a card. So, now I'll gain 5lbs but it's the principal, right? And then, when I got to work he sent me an e-card. Oh well, his gift is in the mail.

Today's Question:

What are your Valentine's plans?