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They canceled that incentive trip to Mayacoba at work due to the pig flu. Honestly, I pictured the outbreak like, in the crappy areas where people live in boxes in Mexico. Not the fancy resort areas.
I witnessed this box living a few miles from where my ex husband and I were on our Shitheadmoon (can't call it a honeymoon when he isnt my honey) in Cancun. We ran out of money, and had to have my Mom and sister wire us some. The trip to pick it up was a memorable one. They live in boxes with carpets for roofs. And we went back to our air conditioned hotel room with marble floors, and free bottles of alchohol. America really is the land of opportunity, you can't blame them for wanting to come over. Though I think it should be done legally. (that's another story)
Cancun! Oh how I wish I would have went with someone I loved, instead of someone I thought I should marry in order to start a family by 25. My how things have changed! I thank the universe for knowing better what I needed than I did!
Is anyone else worried that we are catching animal sicknesses? Remember that book Animal Farm? We had to read it in school. I always knew they could talk, it's probably their way of taking over the world, first birds, then pigs, next cows. Except, I really think cows are adorable. It makes me cry when they show them with mad cow disease on the news. It literally pains my heart. So, instead of cows, flu, can you infect snakes? I could kill a zombie snake I think!
What scares me worse than some flu, is that flesh eating bacteria. Saw it again on Oprah yesterday. A woman lost her whole side of her body cus she cut her finger with a chef's knife! Eeek.
I havn't lost weight latley. But Kat sent me a picture last night of me 2 years ago (before losing 72lbs) and ummmmm....besides being horrified that I thought I looked cute, I remembered that I have made progress, and it's taken 2 years. Patience. I just want to lose 20 more. Isn't the last 20 the hardest? Ugh.
Rest assured though, I am still doing my 50 minutes at lunch treadmill/eliptical, sometimes both, and a couple days a week walking after work. I also added core work/weights 3 days a week with the balance ball, which I can already tell the difference in my balance. I'm getting there. I just have to get my food right.
It's hard to balance working out and eating, because you have to eat more when you work out, or you're always hungry. And that leads to eating 4 bananas a day and while this may sound good, they are high in calories and sugar. If you don't feed the hunger, you don't lose weight, despite working out 2 hours a day. IF you eat too much, you don't lose weight cus you had too many calories. Sometimes I want to scream and give up. But then a friend sends you a fat picture, and you remember why you are doing it.
P.S. Maybe if you think about me losing 10lbs I will? Anyone? Help?
"Choosing trust over doubt gets me burned once in a while, but I'd rather be singed than hardened." -Victoria Monfort
Showing posts with label Travel. Show all posts
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
Somebody's On Cloud Nine...

Well I made it to Virginia Beach safe and sound. The plane ride only moderatly scared the shit out of me. I got to watch the sunrise all the way to Atlanta, and it was a quiet, peaceful time, that I'll not soon forget. I've never seen anything like it. I stared at it for hours. Stuff like that makes me realize, how amazing this world is, and how my small role in it all seems insignificant.
Onto better things. You know who is in LOVE with Edwin McCain, right? You know, my sole purpose for the trip was to see Edwin, right? Well I got to MEET EDWIN!!!!! Second time! I figure, by the third time, he will be so smitten with me, we'll for sure run off and get married! We're still in the 'dating' stages. We stalked his tour bus after the show, conveniently located by the women's room...and got our picture with him. I told him (cus you know, we're old friends) "we'll leave you alone after this". You say the stupidest things when confronted with your crush. Seriously though, he wasn't the least bit bothered by the droves of people who wanted autographs and pictures. Don't mind that this is the most horrible picture.
We even followed him to the hotel. But we kept our distance. That's how we roll people!
My sister has DIAL-UP....so, it will take forever to upload the hundreds of pictures we took. She got a new camera, so OUR picture will be forthcoming...not to mention, they don't have any photo editing programs so I can size them, or crop them, or remove red eye. Someone should tell her she's living in the stone ages or something.
I won't yet get into how Edwin had on the same shirt he had on the last three times I've seen him. (People, go buy his album or something, the man must be poor!) But he does have different hair each time.
I'm going to edit this later, and add pictures. Seriously, unless you have dial-up you don't know that it's taken 20 minutes to think about uploading one stinking picture. I'm if they at least had Microsoft photo editor here, I'd be golden. But, no. So until then, bask in my glory. For I am on top of the worrrrrrrrld.
P.S. I will no longer be washing my left hand, for it touched Edwin's sweaty back. Back sweat from a rock star is HOTT!!
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Getting The Hell Outta Dodge!.....
So, I'm getting the hell outta dodge. I leave at 5:45 a.m. for Virginia Beach. Vrooooooooom. Think of me flying over in a plane and how safe I'm going to be from everything that can be unsafe on a plane! I'm pretty sick over it. Bleh. But, I'm really excited to get out of town for a few days, of course I GET TO SEE MY EDWIN TOMORROW!!! And, I met my weight loss goal of 35 lbs for the trip, and exceeded it by 1 pound. Yay for me.
Last night I finally met up with someone. We'd been missing communications for a few days and it was getting old. I had the best time, because that was just what I needed. And by 'that' I think you know what I mean.
He also asked me what I wanted out of life. I didn't hesitate to mention, that I wanted a boy who loves and adores me. Cus, well...who doesn't? I think he was wanting to know if I wanted more than a booty call. I do. But I also want the person to want it just as much as I do. You know..... some day, I'll be swept up by another boy and he will be sorry he didn't marry me or something. Cus, girls like me don't come around that often. Wink wink... See how I am learning my own value?
No further developments with my brother. I'm putting that drama on hold until I get back from vay cay. I can't let anything ruin the ride I'm on right now. Cus it's pretty nice. I am however, going to miss my Mommy. My leaving only means I'll see her one more night when I return from the beach, and then she's gone again. I tried talking her into moving back to Ohio...because it IS the heart of it all. (Ok so that was totally cheesy)
Goodbye cruel world.....I'm off to join the circus!
Last night I finally met up with someone. We'd been missing communications for a few days and it was getting old. I had the best time, because that was just what I needed. And by 'that' I think you know what I mean.
He also asked me what I wanted out of life. I didn't hesitate to mention, that I wanted a boy who loves and adores me. Cus, well...who doesn't? I think he was wanting to know if I wanted more than a booty call. I do. But I also want the person to want it just as much as I do. You know..... some day, I'll be swept up by another boy and he will be sorry he didn't marry me or something. Cus, girls like me don't come around that often. Wink wink... See how I am learning my own value?
No further developments with my brother. I'm putting that drama on hold until I get back from vay cay. I can't let anything ruin the ride I'm on right now. Cus it's pretty nice. I am however, going to miss my Mommy. My leaving only means I'll see her one more night when I return from the beach, and then she's gone again. I tried talking her into moving back to Ohio...because it IS the heart of it all. (Ok so that was totally cheesy)
Goodbye cruel world.....I'm off to join the circus!
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
And...She's Off!...
We had a fun, non-safe holiday but I am going to wait to post about that until I finally get my pictures downloaded. I've got about 3 weeks worth of pictures. It rained but we put up our canopy and stayed nice and dry. And managed to keep a fire going. Until me and Kat decided to dance in the rain. And the ditch. Drunk. We tried to wake Tayray up to come out with us but that was unsuccessful. Which turned out to be good because Kat sustained an injury. We spent yesterday at Stat Care. More on this later.
This may be my last post for 6 days. I can't be sure. I'm leaving tomorrow for Columbus. The only computer I will get to see is at a kiosk in the convention center. I really hate traveling for work. Maybe I would like it if I got to go somewhere besides Canada or Columbus. (a 2 hour trip in the same fun state of Ohio!) Yip-E. Mind you, we have facilities in South Carolina, Florida, and even Columbia...I might risk being kidnapped for a free trip somewhere exotic. I mean, it's ONLY Bogata! And, if a few key drunkards didn't ruin charging alchohol to the company for the rest of us, that might help also. AND I have to buy new khakis for the event. No luck. Old Navy has no khakis. I dunno what to do now. I'm at a loss! I do get 2 comp days off work for working the weekend. Add that to my 3 weeks plus 3 personal days, and I've got 4 weeks vacation!
And, it's a lot of work. You know, we have to put together the entire booth area. We have some help, but mostly the sales reps and customer service stand around and be useless. Not to mention, we got a new booth this year. No one knows how to put it up really, so that'll make for some exciting fun. And, it's plants people, hundreds of them. They all have to be watered, and dead headed every day. Pity me. I don't like people, and seeing who I work with at other companies. Sometimes I'm not nice to them you know. I'm not sure if I'm coming in to the office tomorrow or if I'm getting picked up from home. Which, would rock! I'm going to miss my furkids sooooooo oooo much. I'm really nervous about CP taking care of them. Having them on medicine in my absence is what scares me. Let alone the billion things that need done every day for them.
The only thing bringing me an ounce of joy, and making it like a mini vacation, is the gym. I looked up the facilities, and they have a pretty nice indoor pool, and fitness center, and sundeck! I'll be sunning my buns on my off time. I'll also be sweating it out in the gym. Maybe they have TV in there, and I can watch Big Brother AND workout. Be jealous. What's better? I get to go to the World Gym for free for being a guest of the hotel! Arnold endorses it, it's good enough for him, it's good enough for me! It's within walking distance too! I think I'll check it out! I'm gonna pretend like I'm on the biggest loser. You wont recognize me when I get back. Too bad I'll probably be working like a dog all day and the gym will close at some retarded time. I'm too independant for this traveling shit! I like to do my OWN thing!
I leave you with this funny from CP. Who, said while running his fingers through my hair the other night "I just love your hair, it's so much better than when we first met....doh!" At least he caught himself immediately, and realized, that it was a back handed compliment. It's quite a bit longer than it was when we met. Better? I dunno about that. He apologized and stated the things that were different, not better. I told him since I am losing weight, to never let the words "you look so much thinner than when we met" come out of his mouth. I pre-warned him that I would have to smack him. Now, I've made it public.
This may be my last post for 6 days. I can't be sure. I'm leaving tomorrow for Columbus. The only computer I will get to see is at a kiosk in the convention center. I really hate traveling for work. Maybe I would like it if I got to go somewhere besides Canada or Columbus. (a 2 hour trip in the same fun state of Ohio!) Yip-E. Mind you, we have facilities in South Carolina, Florida, and even Columbia...I might risk being kidnapped for a free trip somewhere exotic. I mean, it's ONLY Bogata! And, if a few key drunkards didn't ruin charging alchohol to the company for the rest of us, that might help also. AND I have to buy new khakis for the event. No luck. Old Navy has no khakis. I dunno what to do now. I'm at a loss! I do get 2 comp days off work for working the weekend. Add that to my 3 weeks plus 3 personal days, and I've got 4 weeks vacation!
And, it's a lot of work. You know, we have to put together the entire booth area. We have some help, but mostly the sales reps and customer service stand around and be useless. Not to mention, we got a new booth this year. No one knows how to put it up really, so that'll make for some exciting fun. And, it's plants people, hundreds of them. They all have to be watered, and dead headed every day. Pity me. I don't like people, and seeing who I work with at other companies. Sometimes I'm not nice to them you know. I'm not sure if I'm coming in to the office tomorrow or if I'm getting picked up from home. Which, would rock! I'm going to miss my furkids sooooooo oooo much. I'm really nervous about CP taking care of them. Having them on medicine in my absence is what scares me. Let alone the billion things that need done every day for them.
The only thing bringing me an ounce of joy, and making it like a mini vacation, is the gym. I looked up the facilities, and they have a pretty nice indoor pool, and fitness center, and sundeck! I'll be sunning my buns on my off time. I'll also be sweating it out in the gym. Maybe they have TV in there, and I can watch Big Brother AND workout. Be jealous. What's better? I get to go to the World Gym for free for being a guest of the hotel! Arnold endorses it, it's good enough for him, it's good enough for me! It's within walking distance too! I think I'll check it out! I'm gonna pretend like I'm on the biggest loser. You wont recognize me when I get back. Too bad I'll probably be working like a dog all day and the gym will close at some retarded time. I'm too independant for this traveling shit! I like to do my OWN thing!
I leave you with this funny from CP. Who, said while running his fingers through my hair the other night "I just love your hair, it's so much better than when we first met....doh!" At least he caught himself immediately, and realized, that it was a back handed compliment. It's quite a bit longer than it was when we met. Better? I dunno about that. He apologized and stated the things that were different, not better. I told him since I am losing weight, to never let the words "you look so much thinner than when we met" come out of his mouth. I pre-warned him that I would have to smack him. Now, I've made it public.
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
On the Road Again...
I am leaving for Columbus tomorrow.
I was just informed, we are leaving at 6:30 am.
We're packing up for our big trade show. I am going to work my butt off and set up! It is going to be hard work. I plan to be in my room watching me some Big Brother at a decent hour!! I am definatly sleeping on the way to there.
I am going to miss WG. I think, this is why I didn't want to see anybody. I hate feeling like that. Then, wondering what they are doing when you arent around. Sigh. Traveling for work is fun, and not fun all rolled into one.
I am seeing WG this evening, and I can't wait. He got me all out of sorts this morning!
I didn't make much $ at all last night, things are slowing down!
Today we weighed in for our new month of the weight loss challenge. I am so going to smoke those bitches!!!!!! (of course, I mean this in a loving way) May the force be with me? I dunno, Darth Vader did scare me in this Star Wars! All that love and stuff! Makes ya nuts!
Of course, again, I vow to get up early and work out before work, but this wont happen so I don't know why I bother! I do vow, to drink less this month. This excludes, this next 4 days, as I am traveling for work, and thats what you do. Drink. Drink. Eat, and drink. I will be getting plenty of exercise though, loading and unloading and packing and unpacking plants.
(Tune in in a month to see how much of this I actually stick to!)
I have to show Tayray where everything is tonight, so she can take care of my kids while I am out of town! She's a nice friend!
Reason 123,457,896 not to have kids. You can't leave them at home and have the neighbor check on them like you can pets.
Today's Question (for a few days)
What is the deepest depression you have ever been in?
23. can I pick a whole year or two??? Ex husband and me fight. constantly. He cheated on me. left me. Forgave him. came back. Counseling. Coke head. alchoholic. Fighting. Cheat again, forgive again. Left me. came back. I DONT KNOW IF I CAN STOP CHEATING ON YOU. Downward spiral. Wouldn't get out of bed. Couldn't wash my hair, for weeks, or bathe, for weeks, or eat, or sleep for weeks, or work. Lost my husband. Lost my job. Lost my car. Lost my house. Filed bankruptcy. Had cat put to sleep. Met another asshole. Controlled me, abused me, cheated on me, same thing, different guy. Drugs helped me! The legal kind! lol!
I'd say 22/23 were the worst years in my life. I learned a lot, so I would never trade them in.
But I was definately in a deep depression, I thought I would never get out of!
What is the most romantic evening you have ever had?
(can't wait to see these answers)
Me: ummmmmmmmmm romance?
What kind of cowardice do you most despise?
Any type of abuse to another living being.
What is the most painful thing you have had to tell a friend?
I saw your ex with his new girlfriend......but she is ugly! ha ha!
What is the cruelest thing you have ever done to a friend?
Hands down...putting an eyeglass screw and cigarette ashes in her minestrone
soup. I think Bubba has somethin to say about this too! *ahem* lol!
I was just informed, we are leaving at 6:30 am.
We're packing up for our big trade show. I am going to work my butt off and set up! It is going to be hard work. I plan to be in my room watching me some Big Brother at a decent hour!! I am definatly sleeping on the way to there.
I am going to miss WG. I think, this is why I didn't want to see anybody. I hate feeling like that. Then, wondering what they are doing when you arent around. Sigh. Traveling for work is fun, and not fun all rolled into one.
I am seeing WG this evening, and I can't wait. He got me all out of sorts this morning!
I didn't make much $ at all last night, things are slowing down!
Today we weighed in for our new month of the weight loss challenge. I am so going to smoke those bitches!!!!!! (of course, I mean this in a loving way) May the force be with me? I dunno, Darth Vader did scare me in this Star Wars! All that love and stuff! Makes ya nuts!
Of course, again, I vow to get up early and work out before work, but this wont happen so I don't know why I bother! I do vow, to drink less this month. This excludes, this next 4 days, as I am traveling for work, and thats what you do. Drink. Drink. Eat, and drink. I will be getting plenty of exercise though, loading and unloading and packing and unpacking plants.
(Tune in in a month to see how much of this I actually stick to!)
I have to show Tayray where everything is tonight, so she can take care of my kids while I am out of town! She's a nice friend!
Reason 123,457,896 not to have kids. You can't leave them at home and have the neighbor check on them like you can pets.
Today's Question (for a few days)
What is the deepest depression you have ever been in?
23. can I pick a whole year or two??? Ex husband and me fight. constantly. He cheated on me. left me. Forgave him. came back. Counseling. Coke head. alchoholic. Fighting. Cheat again, forgive again. Left me. came back. I DONT KNOW IF I CAN STOP CHEATING ON YOU. Downward spiral. Wouldn't get out of bed. Couldn't wash my hair, for weeks, or bathe, for weeks, or eat, or sleep for weeks, or work. Lost my husband. Lost my job. Lost my car. Lost my house. Filed bankruptcy. Had cat put to sleep. Met another asshole. Controlled me, abused me, cheated on me, same thing, different guy. Drugs helped me! The legal kind! lol!
I'd say 22/23 were the worst years in my life. I learned a lot, so I would never trade them in.
But I was definately in a deep depression, I thought I would never get out of!
What is the most romantic evening you have ever had?
(can't wait to see these answers)
Me: ummmmmmmmmm romance?
What kind of cowardice do you most despise?
Any type of abuse to another living being.
What is the most painful thing you have had to tell a friend?
I saw your ex with his new girlfriend......but she is ugly! ha ha!
What is the cruelest thing you have ever done to a friend?
Hands down...putting an eyeglass screw and cigarette ashes in her minestrone
soup. I think Bubba has somethin to say about this too! *ahem* lol!
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