tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12973850.post116464281558588746..comments2023-10-12T11:35:53.485-04:00Comments on It's All About Me! Deal With It!: Back To Reality...Fizzgighttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12086526805778452531noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12973850.post-1164734980597650562006-11-28T12:29:00.000-05:002006-11-28T12:29:00.000-05:00She is better off without me. Its been a hard pil...She is better off without me. Its been a hard pill to swallow and admit that I've been an ass, dick, shithead, and the worst bf/fiance in the history of the world to mon. I've put her through my drug addiction, lies, and eventually just flat out abandoned her when she needed me most. I can't ever erase that. If on the slim chance we ever did get back together I would have to live my whole life with her, and then spend the rest of eternity after death and probably still wouldnt get close to forgivness. I know shes moved on. She found what I was not providing. Her best friends are there for her getting her over the hump. I finally talked to her yesterday in person. She thought I would just say fuck off and leave. But i didn't. I have to swallow the pill of humbleness and be a man about what I've done. I'm in counciling now, taking the proper medications for my depression. Day by day I'm getting my old life back. The person I used to be. The person Monica thought I was. But its too late to show her that person and have her really believe it. So I accept that for a moment I did make her smile again, and hope that she finds the happiness she deserves, even if that means without me. And to her friends, tay ray, heather, kat, and her mom and sister, I can never express how sorry I am for doing the things I done to your friend, daughter, and sister. One day in the future I hope you all see me again, and come to know the real me. But if not, then i will say that I have enjoyed meeting each and everyone of you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12973850.post-1164689346862342242006-11-27T23:49:00.000-05:002006-11-27T23:49:00.000-05:00Comedy shows are always fun. You no hussy, just do...Comedy shows are always fun. You no hussy, just doing what you should be doing! Having fun and being single.Beccahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04311002793556284263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12973850.post-1164662726961459652006-11-27T16:25:00.000-05:002006-11-27T16:25:00.000-05:00Glad you had some much needed laughs. about guys.....Glad you had some much needed laughs. about guys.....oh nevermind.supplymadamhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13456019256883792815noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12973850.post-1164645303452203242006-11-27T11:35:00.000-05:002006-11-27T11:35:00.000-05:00Obviously I don't know anything more about CP than...Obviously I don't know anything more about CP than you write here, but based on my impression it sounds to me like you're probably better off without him.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com