I may or may not have mentioned how I have had the hots for a security guard at work for oh, a little over 2 years now. I work in an office building, where, due to the nature of our business we have a truckton of security officers both on foot, and in patrol cars.
He passes my cubicle, and turns his head back around to look right at me. Sometimes I am alerted by phone calls from various coworkers in my area "he's coming", and sometimes, to my horror, I would just randomly turn around (my back is to our aisle way) and meet his gaze as he passed, looking right. at. me. I always turn right back around like a total asshole!
Then, there are the times when I'm out of my cubicle, talking to someone in my department, at which time we are face to face when he walks thru. Since I have horrible game, I look away immediately.
I have said "hi" to him only once, when I almost ran into him coming out of my cubicle eating an apple.
A few times, I was walking with a purpose, and almost ran right into him, and without a word, changed direction, and walked the other way. I mean, I couldn't make it more obvious that either a) I'm a total bitch who hates to interact with others or b) I have a thing for him.
Everyone in my department has said every time he passes my desk he looks back at me. They all say it's obvious he is interested in me. But I am such a total chickenshit girl, that I have no idea what to do about it?
Today, the girls at work told me, as we locked eyes TWO times in his passing (which means that after he passes me, I turn around, and catch him turning around as well..)...that it has been going on for far too long, and they are tired of my shyness.
I always expect for a guy to make the move. I mean, why doesn't HE say something to ME?
It's kind of getting old, this cat and mouse game. I am so use to sitting back and letting things come to me, that I have no idea how to make this connection more than our daily pass-by smiles.
Should I just grow a set and say something? And, what do you say?